WHY WASTING CRUMBS? UPDATE As promised, here’s the update a..

WHY WASTING CRUMBS? UPDATE As promised, here’s the update about my decision to stop wasting food and crumbs i pay for, to give them to my little guy and instead feed him what my feet can freely provide him. As i mentioned, it took him about 3 days to crawl to my feet and accept this decision. I’d lie if i’d tell he’s been enthusiast after that… For the next two weeks, he kept complaining, whimpering and even begging for me to change my mind each single day and often during the generous meals i provided him but i knew he’d get used to it eventually… Has been a month and half now that i keep feed him like that and i must say i’m truly happy. Finally he got used to this and he completely stopped to complain or beg for something different. Be it me offering him my feet, or him crawling to them, he just keep his little head lowered, thank me and then go on with serving himself. So i finally and completely fixed the boring issue of having to feed him and waste good food for it! But the very best part is the fact that my feet completely changed appearance! As i said, i train and practice a lot of sports and my feet always suffered from that… Calluses, ruined skin, them really looked not that nice… But now them are perfect! My skin is perfectly smooth like i couldn’t even recall last time i had! I’m really satisfied of this result! There are just two points that i noticed that i feel like i have to underline. One if the fact that the more my feet skin gets perfect, the less there is for him to eat of course. By now that it’s perfectly smooth for the most of the time, he barely has anything to bite and chew on. However i still constantly got toejam and A LOT of sweat that i’m sure will do just fine. The other thing, and i won’t deny this worry me a little, is the fact that he’s turning more and more skinny… He was already pathetic before but now he's a lil bad of skin and bone... poor thing, i can't swear on that but i guess his skin turned slightly yellowish also. He looks aphatetic, always so tired... he spend most of his time just laying down. I'll be honest, i thought i found the perfect solution for both of us but i guess he's not really taking the nourishment he needs from my feet. I am loving how he crawls to my feed to feed himself, i'm loving how my feet looks so much better now but i don't know if or how long he'll last if we go on like this. Maybe another month, maximum two, hardly more then that... then he will die of malnutrition. It's probably going to be a slow painful death... I'm sorry for this, i really am... but this is just too good to renounce. I'm not going back to feeding the old ways. The only parts of my feet skin that still need some care are my heels... like you can see in the pic, he's eating from there and there is still some hardened skin on the edges. I think in about one month or so, he'll be able to smooth that parts also and so my feet will looks perfect. He should still last enough time for that... or at least i truly hope that! I know it may seem cruel, i know i could save his life just giving him a few crumbs of my food. But it wouldn't be fair! In nature he wouldn't be able to provide fend for himself nor feed himself... So why should i pay for that? Instead, i'm already allowing him to live much longer... without me he wouldn't last this long anyway. It's like... i'm gifting him some months of life, right? Plus i'm giving his little worthless life a purpose! After years of lack of cares, the pedicure he's giving me are kind of reneweing my feet. This is a lot to accomplish for a small creature like him! Even after he'll be gone, this is going to last for a few years i guess before calluses returns and my skin gets ruined again. His existence will sort of leave a mark on my feet that is going to last for awhile... He should be happy about this, even proud i'd say. For sure i am and i'm going to enjoy this till the very last... Maybe, just maybe, if he'll finish earlier then expected of smoothen my feet skin completely, i may consider to gift him a quicker death, finishing him by crushing him under those same feet that he so continuously took care of...