

Another belly bursting night in the books π€°π»π½ I talked a bit about this on my stream tonight, but something thatβs hard for me recently is knowing deep down inside that I need to kinda find some self control hereβ¦. But also knowing at the same time that I was wayyyy too far gone for that. Tonight, as you saw, I devoured some Chick Fil A on my stream. All that fat chat about me having a hard time doing simple self care tasks got me so horny. I blobbed out on the couch for a bit but then inevitably found myself in my fridge.. looking for my next fix. It was pretty slim pickings because Iβve been so ravenous lately. I poured chocolate syrup in one pint of heavy cream and caramel syrup in another and went hard chugging. Then I ripped open a bag of chips and was dipping the chips in cannoli dip π€π before I knew it, 30 minutes had passed and I was twice as full as I was when I had first gotten up. Phew, what a night. Time to sleep it off and do it all again tomorrow ππππ